Wednesday 6 July 2011

Ahh...

I was the person who introduced my ex-bf to Sade and Norah Jones. He would always put it on when he came to my place and it was playing subtly in the background. He had songs he loved, I had mine and we had OUR songs. He doesn't dance but we danced once to "Flow" by Sade ;-(
Her songs mean so much to me cause they remind me of precious moments I spent with him... Because of this I couldn't listen to her songs for about a year as they would always bring tears to my eyes... And today is no different ;-( 
Here is one of her songs that speaks what's on my mind right now:


and lyrics:

"Still In Love With You"
(originally by Thin Lizzy)

Think I'll just fall to pieces
If I don't find something else to do
This sadness never ceases
I'm still in love with you

My head, it keeps on reeling
It's got me in a crazy spin
Darling, darling, darling
Is this the end?

Still in love with you

They say time has a way of healing
Dries all the tears from your eyes
But darling it's this empty feeling
My heart can't disguise

After all that we've been through
I try my best but it's no use
I guess I'll keep on loving you
Is this the end?

Now that it's all over, woman
There's something I think you should know
Baby, baby, think it over
Just one more time before you go

Call on me baby
If there's anything I can do for you
Call on me baby
Help me see it through

I'm still in love with you...

_____________________

There are so many things that I would still like to say or questions I would like to ask... But maybe it wouldn't change anything anyway...


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

It's a lovely song and I understand how you feel about it. Surely time heals but the love stays and I would say it never vanish, just the feeling of loss disappear.

Almost a Muslimah said...

i just want to get over it already but my emotional attachment is still here... it doesn't really help knowing that he's getting married soon...

thank you for commenting Marie :-)

Mrs. M. M. said...

I'm sorry to hear it. I figured that this was the situation. You know...you should start a different blog about you and what you plan to do with life and experiences.

Almost a Muslimah said...

well, this is the blog that's going to be telling the story of me and him, islam and finally my life afterwards, my plans, my dreams and how experiences I had shaped me..

thanks for dropping by Muslim Butterfly :-)